[description: 12 gifs of Fox Mulder yelling “Scullaaay!”]
I am reblogging this just because of the number of notes. It was posted in June of this year, when we were in Paris. It has 17,200 notes. I found it looking through someone’s archived posts. So, here is the thing. I struggled mightily to get 29 people to sign up for my TXF holiday exchange. I posted it everywhere, I emailed people, I called in my markers. Now I know it’s more work to write a story or record a podfic or create art, etc. than it is to reblog someone else’s gifs but still…17, 200 notes. My fandom is out there, somewhere. But I don’t know how to reach it.
So, at Comic Con, I paid for Gillian to autograph something for me and chose to skip out on getting David’s auto (the internal struggle was strong with this one) because I did not want to spend any more money because I am one broke ass mutha now - literally broke bank, almost nothing left in my checking account. Anyway, she asked me how I was doing while signing the thing I wanted signed and I said alright but, she didn’t buy it. I was just miserable lol I haven’t slept in over 40 hours and I was sad my bank account was suffering for selfish reasons. The struggle. She gave me this pouty face. She pitied me l o l